At around 11h30 in the 11th arrondissement of Paris, gunmen attacked the satirical newspaper/magazine "Charlie Hebdo." They killed 10 journalist and 2 policemen.I saw the video where one policeman was hit, on the ground and one hooded man got closer to him and shot him point blank. I was horrified.
I am a stranger living in France for 14 years now. What I loved first about France is their sense of "Liberty." Liberty in all kinds of expressions. No one will judge what one believes or what are their point of views.
In 1997, the first time I came here, just to attend the "World youth day," I saw a lady wearing rubber shoes. Although the right and the left rubber shoes were alike, the colors were different. The right shoe is pink and the left is blue. Same with her socks. I thought that she might be crazy and I tried to laugh, but my mother told me it is France's "sense of liberty of expression."
That is when, I realized that I would love to come back here, make it my second home and build a family here. I love to raise a family where no one can be defined by what we are, who we are and who we believed in. That whoever brought you up, wherever you were brought up, what ever your conviction is or whatever status of life that you have, those things will never hinder you to do what you want or to show who you really are. I would love to raise a family in a country of liberty, equality and brotherhood. Where you don't have to be scared of showing others who you are. Where you don't have to be scared of saying what's on your mind.
Not until today.
Where is the old France where people were not segregated by religion. Where is the old France where friends are just mere friends whatever color of skin they have? Where is the old France where we can share different views about everything, yet it will not lead to killings or even disputes. Where one can listen and discuss about the other's point of view without being judgmental and angry about it because of the "Respect of each other's opinions." Where is that country now. The country that I made my second home. The country where I built my family.
But even with the shock in my heart that shows on my face, I am not letting that France just simply go away!
For the memories of the people who died today, let us not allow their lives to go in vain. No terrorism act! Yes to freedom of expression!
Vive la France! Vive l’Égalité! Vive la Liberté! Vive la Fraternité!
